This blog is about personal discovery. Sure it’s focused mainly on my health and fitness but damn, I’m not going to lie. My soul is being tested.
Sometimes I ask myself what my worth really is to the industry I’m in, to the members in my programs and the partners I have that form my company. It’s self doubt and we all go through it. I am lucky to have great people around me, but wow, when you get down on yourself, you can really dig yourself pretty deep. Depression? Who knows…
I wake up every day, with one goal…To teach as many people as I can exactly how I have been able to work from home full time for the past 7 years…Shocking huh, I’ve been at this online stuff for 14 years but only went full time online in around 2005. (Sorry, it doesn’t happen over night…)
Anyways, that’s all I want. To get more people working from home and get out of the 9 to 5 rat race. But the way my company and I are talked about online, you’d think we were trying to kill unicorns or something…It makes me question myself constantly. I’m trying to remain focused and positive but wow, it’s a a test.
Hey, I know I bring a lot of this stuff on myself. I open my mouth all the time, and I’ve made my fair share of mistakes and enemies but ask anyone who has met me offline, I’d give my friends my last dollar and when I meet ya, I’ll buy ya’ dinner and a drink.
I’m just a dude. I think I’m a good dude…
I’ve lost so much personally over the past few months, and yes I’ve gained a lot as well…But something is missing. It’s not a health issue. It’s not a self-improvement issue. I really do think it’s a soul issue.
Who knows….I just work here
